I’m strong enough..
Yeah, I’m strong enough not to cry in front of many people, and because of it, people think it’s alright to hurt me again and again. I’m strong enough to say, “I’m fine.” every time people ask me, “Are you okay?”. I do it because it’s easier than having to tell people about my feelings and/or problems. And the majority of the time, I succeed, and they believe me when I tell them, “I’m fine.”. I’m strong enough to keep everything to myself. Yes, I will admit that sometimes I do need help from others, but the fact is just 1 out of 10 will actually care about my problems/feelings. 9 out of 10 will just mock me and give shit advice out of pity. I’m strong enough to make myself believe everything will be okay when everything is fucked up. I’m strong enough to smile in the morning after I spend the entire night alone and in tears. Yeah, I’d say I’m pretty strong..